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life before 2000

when i was just little girl, my dad made me grew up with

queen, esp. i want to break free & a night a the opera album
tho' grown up me like under pressure and don't stop me now better
freddie mercury
black sabbath
ozzy osbourne, but his family reality show on mtv ruins ozzy for me
the ozzy my dad introduced to me was the one eating a live bat
now that i remember it, what the hell was in my dad's head showing that video to a lil' girl?
the police
i think my dad really like freddie, ozzie, and sting personally
that he "introduced" them personally and not just their bands
duran duran
and i claimed jascha richter as my first ever crush
bette midler - from the distance
i haaaate them back then, but their songs stuck
celine dion
i also haaaate them back then but, yes, their songs stuck
elton john, esp. nikita
and also the la femme nikita series
phil collins
bonnie m
those evergreen song like green green grass of home
and many more, but those above were the ones that stuck

and then on the year 2000
i was introduced to mtv
and walkmen
and then i don't listen to my dad's choice of music anymore,
i don't think it's cool to listen to his music anymore
i'm not really excited when he asked me to go album hunting with him
unless he bought me boyband album
fyi, back then, i only listen to boybands, esp. backstreet boys
in the end, he gave up and listen to backstreet boys too


i remember he finally said "wah lagu apa ini bagus juga"
tho' i forgot which song he referred to,
i just remember that was the one that isn't really famous.

oh he's also the one introduced me to
con air where i "met" my most favorite steve buscemi
gone in sixty second where i "met" my dream car, eleanor
random automotive magazine, where i "met" my next dream car, white skyline gtr
and of course, dirty dancing.


above all, i am terrified of aging.
o dear God, please let me have flawless skin,
till the end of my time.


i don't watch new series.

was never a team aidan. and won't ever be. i think.
satc s01e02, mr. big spare a minute to meet carrie even tho' he's late for a meeting already, just to share his thought on the topic that carrie wrote at that time. i always think that was really cute.
and i love that he said "after a while you just wanna be with the one that makes you laugh."


this morning I Google images of “foot of marathon runner.”
it’s all as expected, I don’t like what I see and close the page after few scrolls down.

it is weird, human nature, sometimes you know your demons already,
but you keep testing the water all the time.



Today's playlist
Chris Brown - With You
no I can't be the only one, who feel what I feel when I'm with you
The XX - Angels
I will be as in love with you as I am
Beyonce - Halo
hit me like a ray of sun, burning through my darkness night
Bloc Party - Positive Tension
nothing ever happened. so fucking useless.

Today's random stuffs (and other reminder)
Passion Pit concert
Mount Fuji (viwswy)
Tokyo 2020


tonight I'll dream while I'm in bed
when silly thoughts go through my head
about the bugs and alphabet
and when I wake tomorrow I'll bet
that you and I will walk together again
I can tell that we are gonna be friends
yes I can tell that we are gonna be friends ♥


so i can remember how this blog's about me page since feb 2013 till feb 2018.
five years has passed. oh how time flies. and oh how life is such a cliche.